Medicine

pick it up
i know you want to
pick it up
or it will be unfair
pick it up
dont be scared
pick it up
before i go mad

i dont want to say it
i dont want to think it
i dont think i need it
but it is just there

it wont be this forever
it will change and heal in time
a bit of screaming helps a little
when the medicine must go down

i dont want to ask it
i dont want to pause it
i didnt think it would go like this
but it is just there