You were my monster
You were my feet on solid ground
You were my late nights
Wide eyed, mind tied, blind my sight
You were my worst low
You were the best I've ever known
You were my long road
Why'd you bottle it up and let it get to that point?

I'm not coming home tonight
Getting used to living life
Without you around
Without you around
Without you around
Exploded, exploded

That was a tough pill to swallow
Exploded, exploded
That was a hell of a day
Let the fun run out
What changed?

Why'd you keep it to yourself
For days, and days, and days
I never pictured months ago
We would have to get our own
I wouldn't never change a single day
I didn't picture you would go
But I wanted you to know

I wouldn't never change a single day
You're not coming home tonight
Getting used to living life
Without you
I'm not coming home tonight
Getting used to living life

Without you around
Without you around
Without you around
Without you around
Without you around

I'm not coming home tonight
Getting used to living life
Without you
I'm not coming home tonight
Getting used to living life

Without you around
Without you around
Without you around
Without you around
Without you around